When I Was Paranoid

During my late teens and early twenties I suffered with paranoia a great deal and always felt like I was in imminent danger and running away from something or someone. I would ruminate on these thoughts for prolonged spells and in giving over my focus and energy they would expand into much larger and complex... Continue Reading →

Reflections On My Years As A Pub Landlord

I am really beginning to appreciate this unavoidable downtime as it is providing me with long periods to reminisce and reflect and seems to have given me the writing bug again. During a spell of uninterrupted long distance memory gazing this morning I was revisiting my time as a pub landlord a decade or so... Continue Reading →

When Happy met Sad

Happy New Year Happy New Day Happy New Thought Happy New Way Happy loves his luck Happy loves fun Happy stopped giving a fuck Happy thought he won   When Happy met Sad...   Happy was depressed Happy was ill Happy forgot to rest Happy lost its will Happy couldn't sleep Happy got high Happy went too deep Happy needed to cry He could... Continue Reading →

10 Ways I beat Anxiety

Anxiety - a personal diagnosis It was caused by high expectations of myself when I was comparing or being compared to others. Inevitably as there is always bigger and better it triggered emotions of disappointment, desperation and an overpowering worry about the future and that I would not fulfil the potential in my life. I was always seeking the approval of my nearest and dearest and measured my... Continue Reading →

Life… But not as we know it Jim!

Tuesday 27th September... Earth year 2016 I started these 'starship' blogs as I was in the pursuit of knowledge and answers to problems which I had encountered in my life but writing them I realise that that the answer I was looking for was more obvious than I thought. A breakdown is the end of a chapter and the beginning... Continue Reading →

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